The diaries of a 20-something millennial, a creative dreamer living in London, battling anxiety and everything in between.
Anxiety is asking mum before going to sleep if everything is going to be alright. Anxiety is the stomach pain and the nausea. Anxiety is the rage I feel inside. Anxiety is the disappointment that I have to live with every day. Anxiety is the past that never was and the future that might never …
Friends 🙂 I have been having so many thoughts in my head recently and I wanted to share them all with you, but I am not even sure where to begin… So… you know about my struggles with unemployment. Two and a half years ago when it all started, all the rejections made me lose …
It is mental health awareness week and in order to honour this, I decided to write on what actually makes us anxious and depressed. There is not a particular reason that applies to everybody, but I strongly believe that there is a single personality feature that is common among all of us. We care! And …
Oh God, how much I hate banks and all of those other super corporate and conservative companies and industries that do not care about anything but the dollar bill. However, this was not always the case. I used to dream of working in a place like this. I used to wear this super formal attire …
I have not been posting much in the past couple of weeks… I am sorry about this, guys, I just could not find my words. I have been having pretty rough time in regards to my mental health and I could not find any inspiration in anything. I am still pretty much feeling like that; …
Me sharing with you last week one of the most painful periods in my life - the world of unemployment which led to my severe mental breakdown - was quite tough for me. I am still not over the bitterness of it all and writing and thinking about it was a hard thing for me …
Once I decided to try and get better, I did not know where to start or what to do about my mental health. I knew that my only option was to follow my gut and see where it takes me. Interestingly enough, everything and everyone was pointing me to the direction of self-love. I do …
Around this time 5 years ago I first experienced a panic attack and ever since then I have lived with a constant anxiety almost every day for no apparent reason. I do not want to get into details right now about what provoked this first ever panic attack but looking back now I can see …
I recently started reading the book “Eat, Pray, Love”, which reminded me that everything good, everything different, everything creative comes from a dark, dark place. The darkest hour of the darkest day – the moment we have lost hope and direction is actually some sort of a breaking point. The point of no return when …
Today is especially rough day… one of those days that I see an escape only in death and as the panic makes my heart hurt I am praying to God to make my heart stop beating and put me out of my misery… just to make it all go away. I have never feared death, …
